Jealousy
Feelings racing within my body,
Awful,
ugly feelings.
Feelings I am not proud of,
Disgraceful,
indecent,
Feelings I’m ashamed to recognize as mine.
I'm going mad,
I have lost control.
My body does things on its own.
My mind wonders around,
I have lost the light.
Surrounded by the darkness,
Walking in circles,
Desperately trying to find the way out.
I shout to the loneliness,
hoping for an answer.
All I get is a distant echo.
It reminds me of the crimes I have committed,
paths I have followed,
deeds I have done,
Sins I have enjoyed.
I’m in need of therapy,
Yet I’m afraid to admit it.
Rena
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